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..Thanks SM for leaving an ABYSMAL SCAR in my HEART....
Thank you for creating this talented band in thisworld.
Thank you for showing me how precious the music can shed one's life.
Thank you for suppoting them for six years.
Thank you for making them grow up to these days.
These things I would bow with gratitude "고마어" but also Thanks...
for ruining your masterpiece on your own
for your cleverness that make my 5 years steady love shaking
for your smart brain that can bring up argument between fans
But most of all, Thank you that today you make me see more strongly through the important of FAITH
Thank you for making me see that my praising words for you, I should take back.
Thank you for letting me know that "TRUST" I used to give in is unworthy at all.
Thank you for opening my eyes to the reality and see...What kind of company that you turly are....
This might be bias.This might be because of LOVE. However, SM, you are the one that put me through this. You created the maze for me to walk on. Now I no longer different from the dust floating on the Universe. I'm confused and feel like having no way out. So tell me if I'm wrong to seek for protection?. To seek for something I can rely on? Some might say it is 바보 to still believe in TVXQ but I'm glad to be that 바보 사람.I'm willing to be blind because I can't let go my 5 years love for them easily. I can't bare to see them hurt and face the hardship alone. I accept that you make my love shaking but you still can't turn my thought. I try to be neutral but in my heart there still words like " I still keep the faith in you". 5 years that we have walked together, TVXQ are not that type of person that You are blaming on. They are not the people who will hurt their fans. They are not the people who tell lies. Maybe I didn't see. Maybe I didn't know. If it would be like what you said,then it would be better that it will hurt only me. I prefer that rather than let them make you hurt thousand times.
...Still " STAND BY YOU"...